uncontrol



現れ…
震え…
踊り狂えばいい

幼い亜麻色の夢
寄り添う異なる追憶
揺られて消えるアリエス
あの日に映った僕が嗤う

貴方は俯いて愛しい目を閉じて
少しも語らずに冷たいままで
もう二度と戻れない安らぎに包まれて
このまま朽ち果てても離さない

この世の終わりに煌めく
狂い揺れ彼の教えのままに

貴方は誰よりもこれほど儚くて
僕だけ置き去りに何処へ逝くの?
儚い夢でいい
声だけを聞かせて
このまま消えるのは許さない

どれだけ叫んでも
どれだけ求めても
どれだけ交わしても
どれだけ抱きしめても
どれだけ望んでも
どれだけ傷つけても

貴方は宇宙を見上げたまま

静かな夢だけを
優しい夢だけを


araware…
furue…
odori kuraeba ii

osanai amairo no yume
yorisou kotonaru tsuioku
yurarete kieru ariesu
ano hi ni utsutta boku ga warau

anata wa utsumuite itoshii me wo tojite
sukoshi mo katarazu ni tsumetai mama de
mou nido to modorenai yasuragi ni tsutsumarete
kono mama kuchihatete mo hanasanai

kono yo no owari ni kirameku
kurui yure ano oshie no mama ni

anata wa dare yori mo kore hodo hakanakute
boku dake okizari ni doko e yuku no?
hakanai yume de ii
koe dake wa kikasete
kono mama kieru no wa yurusanai

dore dake sakende mo
dore dake motomete mo
dore dake kawashite mo
dore dake dakishimete mo
dore dake nozonde mo
dore dake kizutsukete mo

anata wa sora(uchuu) wo miageta mama

shizuka na yume dake wo
yasashii yume dake wo


Show yourself…
Tremble…
Dance in ecstasy

A childish, flaxen colored dream
Conflicting recollections, drawing close
Aries wavers and disappears
The image of me reflected in that day jeers

You hang your head with your darling eyes closed
not saying a single word, you are cold
Enveloped in the peace which will never return
Even if I rot away like this, I won’t leave you

Like that madly wavering commandment
that shimmers at the end of this world

More than anyone else, only you are this ephemeral
Where is it that you go, leaving only me abandoned?
I don’t care if it’s a fleeting dream
just let me hear your voice
I won’t let you just vanish like this

No matter how much I shout
No matter how much I beg
No matter how much I speak to you
No matter how much I hold you
No matter how much I wish
No matter how much I am hurt

You just keep staring up into the sky1

I wish you only quiet dreams
I wish you only sweet dreams

greyornament

1. Sung 空 sora “sky” written 宙 chuu “midair”. It’s a little difficult to explain, but the latter has the nuance of a 3D object that you can look deep into, instead of a flat one that you look at.