noesis



変わり果てた身を焦がして
チギレタ躯を優しく抱きしめる
瞳に映る月は色褪せ
「もう…戻れないよ」と泣きながら繰り返す
noesis…
変わらない世界に
許されることなくただ生きていくだけ

抱きしめて眠れるのなら安らぎを与えよう
永遠に醒めることのない静かな夢を
いつからか忘れていた温もりを求めて
いつまでも終わることのない闇を歩き続けるだけ

君は亡骸を抱きしめ
壊して消えた者と惑い合う
蒼く燃える炎を揺るがせ
「誰が…私を止められるの?」と繰り返す
noesis…
変わらない世界に
許されることなくただ消えていくだけ

偽りに縛られたなら安らぎを与えよう
この胸に刻まれ続く痛みの中で
還らない記憶だけが何よりも愛し過ぎて…

もう二度とその微笑みに触れることはない

kawari hateta mi wo kogashite
chigireta karada wo yasashiku dakishimeru
hitomi ni utsuru tsuki wa irowase
“mou…modorenai yo” to nakinagara kurikaesu
noesis…
kawaranai sekai ni
yurusareru koto naku tada ikite yuku dake

dakishimete nemureru no nara yasuragi wo ataeyou
eien ni sameru koto no nai shizuka na yume wo
itsukara ka wasurete ita nukumori wo motomete
itsumade mo owaru koto no nai yami wo aruki tsuzukeru dake

kimi wa nakigara wo dakishime
kowashite kieta mono to mayoiau
aoku moeru honoo wo yurugase
“dare ga…watashi wo tomerareru no?” to kurikaesu
noesis…
kawaranai sekai ni
yurusareru koto naku tada kiete yuku dake

itsuwari ni shibarareta nara yasuragi wo ataeyou
kono mune ni kizamare tsuzuku itami no naka de
kaeranai kioku dake ga nani yori mo itoshisugite…

mou nido to sono hohoemi ni fureru koto wa nai


Charring my transformed body
I gently embrace the torn apart corpse
The moon reflected in those eyes fades
I cry as I repeat, “There’s… no going back”
noesis…
In this unchanging world
Never to be forgiven, I just live on

If you can sleep in my embrace, I’ll grant you peace
a silent dream you’ll never wake from in all eternity
Seeking the warmth that I had once forgotten
I just keep on walking through the never-ending darkness

You embrace the empty shell
confusing it with someone who was destroyed and vanished
Making the flames that burn deep blue waver
I repeat, “Who is there… that can stop me?”
noesis…
In this unchanging world
Never to be forgiven, I just fade away

If you have been bound in lies, I’ll grant you peace
within the pain that keeps slicing away at my heart
Only the memories that will never return are more dear to me than anything…

I will never touch that smile again…

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