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狂った月を受け止め両手を抱え怯えている宙
この声が届くまで、夜明けの訪れも許せないまま

すべての君の言葉が…
すべての君の仕草が…
僕にはまだ、儚すぎて

差し出した僕の手に触れることはなく
冷たい君に口づけを交わした
何度も君の名を叫び続けても
降り積もる哀しみは誰にも消せない

この出会いさえ過ちと刻まれ続く罪の中で震えた

すべての僕の想いは…
すべての僕の心は…
今も君を忘れられずにいた

夜明けの空が好きな君が
最後に見せたあの涙を
光りにかざして僕に見せた
あの姿のまま

誰にも止められない募る哀しみよ
どこまでも落ちて行け、もっと深く
どれだけ苦しくても僕らを離せない
この体が朽ちるまで誰にも消せない

僕だけの君よ、宙高く舞い上がれ
銀色に染まりゆく大地に抱かれて
いつだって見上げれば君が笑ってる
いつの日にか、この宙で僕らはまた出逢える

kurutta tsuki wo uketome ryote wo kakae obieteru sora (chuu)
kono koe ga todoku made yoake no otozure mo yurusarenai mama

subete no kimi no kotoba wa
subete no kimi no shiguse wa
boku ni wa mada hakanasugite

sashidashita boku no te ni fureru koto wa nai
tsumetai kimi ni kuchizuke wo kawashita
nando mo kimi no na wo sakebi tsuzukete mo
furitsumoru kanashimi wa dare ni mo kesenai

kono deai sae ayamachi to kizumare tsuzuku tsumi no naka de furueta

subete no boku no omoi wa
subete no boku no kokoro wa
ima mo kimi wo wasurezu ni ita

yoake no sora ga suki na kimi ga
saigo ni miseta no namida wo
hikari ni kazashite boku ni miseta
ano sugata no mama

dare ni mo tomerarenai tsunoru kanashimi yo
doko made mo ochite yuke motto fukaku
doredake kurushikute mo bokura wo hanasenai
kono karada ga kuchiru made dare ni mo kesenai

boku dake no kimi yo, sora(chuu) takaku maiagare
giniro ni somari yuku daichi ni dakarete
itsudatte miagereba kimi ga waratteru
itsu no hi ni ka kono sora (chuu) de bokura wa mata deaeru


The frightened sky catches the crazed moon, holding it with both hands
not allowing the dawn to come until my voice reaches you

All of your words…
All of your gestures…
are still too ephemeral to me

I exchanged a kiss with a cold you
that my outstretched hands will never touch
No matter how many times I keep shouting your name
no one can erase the sorrow that falls in drifts1

I trembled within the sin that keeps carving into me that even our meeting was a mistake

All of my feelings…
All of my heart…
Still here now unable to forget you

You, who liked the dawn sky
at the end your tears
were adorned with light as you showed them to me
You appear as you were then

Oh sorrow that grows stronger, that no one can stop
Fall endlessly, deeper and deeper
No matter how painful it is, I won’t let go
No one can erase it until my body rots away

You who are mine alone, soar high into the sky
and be embraced by the earth as the silver seeps across it
When I look up you are always there smiling
Someday in this sky, we can meet again

greyornament

宙(chuu) “space, universe, mid-air” is written for 空(sora) sky.

1. There are multiple words for “fall” in Japanese depending on the object and what manner in which it falls. 降り積もる is the verb for “fall (like rain or snow)” combined with “pile up”, and therefore describes the way snow falls in drifts.