Missing~egao wo misete~

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Missing~笑顔を見せて~
街角で見つけた あの頃の君とよく似ているうしろ姿
人混みに溢れた通りを抜け出して足早に追いかけてた

いつも側に居るのが 当たりまえと思った あの頃には
こんな僕でさえ 愛してくれてた 君まで傷つけてた

“君を離さない, 離したくはない”
今でも届きますか?
あの頃と変わらぬ想いが…

傷つけることでしか 自分の存在を感じられない、愚かな僕
暗やみで怯えた体を 抱きしめてくれたこと
忘れないよ

君と初めて 出逢った日のことを 今でも憶えているよ
静かな風に 髪を揺らせながら 僕だけを見つめてた

きっと誰よりも 一緒に居れると思った 君となら
僕でさえ微笑えると思った

離れることがこれほど 辛いことだと
気付かない振りして 今日まで走り続けてきた…

僕が消えてから 泣き続けていた君が心配だったけど
僕の知らない誰かと 寄り添って歩く君を見つけた
少し大人になった君は もっと素敵に笑ってた

もう二度と君は泣かないで
君は泣かないで
笑顔を見せて


Missing~egao wo misete~
machikado de mitsuketa ano koro no kimi to yoku nite iru ushiro sugata
hitogomi ni afureta toori wo nukedashite ashibaya ni oikaketeta

itsumo soba ni iru no ga atarimae to omotta ano koro ni wa
konna boku de sae aishite kureteta kimi made kizutsuketeta

“kimi wa hanasanai, hanashitaku wa nai”
ima demo todokimasu ka?
ano koro to kawaranu omoi ga…

kizutsukeru koto de shika jibun no sonzai wo kanjirarenai oroka na boku
kurayami de obieta karada wo dakishimete kureta koto
wasurenai yo

kimi to hajimete deatta hi no koto wo ima demo oboete iru yo
shizuka na kaze ni kami wo yurasenagara boku dake wo mitsumeteta

kitto dare yori mo issho ni irareru to omotta kimi to nara
boku de sae waraeru to omotta

hanareru koto ga kore hodo tsurai koto da to
kizukanai furishite kyou made hashiri tsuzukete kita…

boku ga kiete kara naki tsuzukete ita kimi ga shinpai datta kedo
boku no shiranai dareka to yorisotte aruku kimi wo mitsuketa
sukoshi otona ni natta kimi wa motto suteki ni waratteta

mou nido to kimi wa nakanaide
kimi wa nakanaide
egao wo misete


Missing~Show Me Your Smile~
On the street corner I found
someone who looked from behind a lot like you did back then
I pushed through the street overflowing with people
and hurriedly chased after them

Back then, I took it for granted that you’d always be by my side
You gave your love even to someone like me,
and I hurt everyone including you

“I won’t leave you… I don’t want to let you go…”
Do they still reach you now?
My feelings, unchanged since then…

I can only feel my own existence
through hurting others, I’m a fool
I won’t forget how you held my body
when I was frightened in the pitch darkness

I still remember the day we first met
As the quiet breeze blew through your hair
You kept your eyes on me

I felt like I could be with you more than anyone else
-if it was you I was with
I thought that even I could smile

I pretended not to notice how hard it was to part with you
and kept running forward until today…

I was worried that you might have kept on crying
ever since I vanished
But I found you walking along cuddled up to someone I don’t know

You had grown up a little
and smiled even more wonderfully
Never cry again,
Don’t cry,
Show me your smile

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