Flower


もう戻れなくて取り戻せなくて
失ったものが余りにも多すぎて
季節外れの雪を掴んで空にばらまいた

オマエの零した涙が粉雪に変わってゆく
きまぐれなその微笑にただ触れたくて

許されはしない罪を繰り返して
たとえ地獄に堕ちこの躯を焼かられても
微笑をくれるオマエがいればいい

生まれ変わるなら寄り添う花に

ただ奪い合ってた憎しみ合ってた
あの時代の片隅で泣いていた
名もないオレにはただ眩しすぎる花でした

オマエの残した言葉が今も胸に募る
「未来のない世界などない…」と
微笑んで

一人で眠れない夜はまた訪れ
たとえただ空しい結末が待ってても
オマエがいればいいただそれだけでいい

生まれ変わるなら寄り添う花に

一人残され涙は枯れ果て
無情に季節は変わり続ける

思い出にしがみついても
あの頃には戻れなくて
終り無き哀しみ重ねて

大地は果てしなくすべては美しく
オマエが目を閉じた季節は過ぎてゆく
哀しみは今も消えはしないけれど
想い焦がれていた世界が始まる

哀しみの果てにやっと見つけた
オマエという名の花を抱きしめた
やるせないほどに愛が零れて逝く

生まれ変わるならオマエのそばに
You are the irreplaceable flower


mou modorenakute tori modosenakute
ushinatta mono ga amari ni mo oosugite
kisetsu hazure no yuki wo tsukande sora ni baramaita

omae no koboshita namida ga konayuki ni kawate yuku
kimagure na sono hohoemi ni tada furetakute

yurusare wa shinai tsumi wo kurikaeshite
tatoe jigoku ni ochi kono mi wo yakararete mo
hohoemi wo kureru omae ga ireba ii

umare kawaru nara yorisou hana ni

tada ubai atteta nikushimi atteta
ano jidai no katasumi de naiteita
na mo nai ore ni wa tada mabushi sugiru hana deshita

omae no nokoshita kotoba ga ima mo mune ni tsunoru
“asu(mirai) no nai sekai nado nai…” to
hohoende

hitori de nemurenai yoru wa mata otozure
tatoe tada munashii owari(ketsumatsu) ga mattete mo
omae ga ireba ii tada sore dake de ii

umare kawaru nara yorisou hana ni

hitori nokosare namida wa karehate
mujou ni kisetsu wa kawari tsuzukeru

omoide ni shigamitsuite mo
ano koro ni wa modorenakute
owari naki kanashimi kasanete

daichi wa hateshinaku subete wa utsukushiku
omae ga me wo tojita kisetsu wa sugite yuku
kanashimi wa ima mo kie wa shinai keredo
omoi kogarete ita sekai ga hajimaru

kanashimi no hate ni yatto mitsuketa
omae to iu na no hana wo dakishimeta
yarusenai hodo ni ai ga koborete yuku

umare kawaru nara omae no soba ni
You are the irreplaceable flower


I can’t go back, I can’t take it back
there’s far too many things I’ve lost
I took a handful of the unseasonal snow and scattered it across the sky

The tears you shed change to powder snow
I just want to touch that whimsical smile of yours

I repeat the sin that will never be forgiven
Even if I descend to hell and my body burns
It’s okay, if you’re there smiling at me

If I am reborn, let it be as a flower nestled close to you

I was just clashing with others, hating and being hated
crying in a corner of that time
To I without a name, you were just a too-bright flower

The words that you left behind grow stronger in my heart even now
“There’s no such thing as a world without tomorrow…”1
you smiled

Nights when I am sleepless and alone come to call
Even if I’m just waiting for a meaningless ending2
It’s okay, if you’re there, that’s all I need

If I am reborn, let it be as a flower nestled close to you

Left all alone, my tears dry up
The seasons continue to change mercilessly

Even if I cling to my memories
I can’t return to that time
I just repeat my unending sorrow

The earth goes on forever, everything is beautiful
The season in which you closed your eyes is passing by
Even now, my sorrow will not disappear
but the world I longed for will begin

At the end of my sorrows, I found it at last
I embraced the flower named “you”
The overwhelming love overflows from me…1

If I am reborn, let it be by your side
You are the irreplaceable flower

greyornament

1. He writes 未来 mirai “future”, but sings 明日 asu “tomorrow”
2. He writes 結末 ketsumatsu “conclusion”, but sings 終わり owari “end”.
3. Yuku, to “go”, “go on doing (something)” is written 逝く “to pass away”. Therefore the sung line sounds like “The overwhelming love overflows from me (and keeps going)” but the written line reads like “(I die as) the overwhelming love overflows from me”.